Shelley, little white god-footed Shelley, with your one brown spot like a thumbprint of Heaven, you trotted out of Sarajevo like a pilgrim of love, and found me. You—bright bit of spirit wrapped in fur, Bosnian breadstick between your clever jaws, so proud! You danced on the war-cracked pavements as if the ruins were just another garden God forgot to water. You loved— not like a man loves, not with conditions, not with that miser’s ledger ticking in his head— but like light loves a leaf, or water loves the earth. You loved my father, you loved my mother, you curled like a warm, breathing halo at their feet— your white fur was the down of angels God misplaced in Sarajevo, and I found you. You came not barking commandments, but wagging gospel, not from Sinai, but from the gutters and alleyways of war, a little prophet with soft ears and a snout that smelled the truth. O Shelley, you were not a dog, you were the soul’s companion, not the animal part— but the divine, the quiet ember in the cold hearth of a tired world. Your paws pattered sermons more eternal than any book, and your eyes— brown wells of unknowable gentleness— looked through me, saw the wound I didn’t know I carried, and licked it with silence. When you died, the world dimmed. The sky forgot its blue, the bread lost its warmth, and my heart— well, my heart grew a little hole, the size of your curled sleeping form. But I remember you. Not in stone or picture, but in the way the light falls across the table at dawn, and in the way bread smells when I tear it, and in the sudden feeling that God is very near— and wagging His tail.
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So very lovely- seems that your words captured her well, if words can do such a thing. Thank you for this moving tribute to a wonderful being!
Oh, this is heart-achingly beautiful! Thank you.